I need a fire in my life

Dull.....colorless..tasteless....i need something that make my blood boil. The excitement..new experience.....some new goal.

Take back your hacked email account!

Because you'll be surprise to see where your profile could end up. My Yahoo! acc got hacked last 2 month (yea i learnt the lesson by hard way..never put easy password on your email acc!!).

annddd...look! i found my profile like this when i googled my name :D

finally...

I spent 2 week at INTAN for MCTS : .Net framework 3.5 training. is it worth it? yea totally...but kinda disappointing when the syllabus is about .net 2.0 still, when the 4.0 framework is already out there. Mr Selva did give me lot of tips and trick that will be useful for me.

oh since i haven't update my blog for almost 2 years..i already at new workplace IIUM. A good stepping stone for what i plan in my life. Still waiting for the project at Orthopaedic to start so i can take study leave and finish my master degree.

Sorry

Sorry kawan kawan. Seriously dah tak de mood nak menatap coding yang sama untuk 2 tahun. Jadi jalan terbaik ialah berhenti kerja. Masa untuk pindah ke tempat yang bagi better opportunity untuk diri sendiri berubah jadi lebih baik.

Buat masa ni, memang tak boleh dah nak paksa diri utk bekerja kat sini. Dah malas, fed up.

Malaysian and the dirty habit

Urgh..this morning i drive from house to office, and on the road my car start giving weird sound. gave the hazard light and go out to see a glove with the paint on it stuck on my tire. Seriously, what with this dirty habit of malaysian? does road now become the place where people throw garbage?. I remember i was teach to respect the environment, when i was small, the candy wrapper was kept in my pockets until i can find dustbin. And that habit i believe is plant into every school kids here. But why once they turn into an adult, they ignore it and making this country amongst the dirtiest in the world?. Sheeeh. I don't know who to blame in this situation. But something must be done, and some effort to change this habit is there, but yet it like never happen.

p/s : i'm super mad coz this make me very late to office..i thought the tire punctured or something so drive to nearest workshop instead...

Tips of the day

I was asked about this question on one of my interview, how to change the language of the message box in the window application. I do not know how to answer that question but googled it and found this.

using System;
using System.Windows.Forms;

namespace OpenDental
{
///

This is a more efficient version of the MS MessageBox.

public class MsgBox
{


///

This is a more efficient version of the MS MessageBox. It also automates the language translation. Do NOT use if the text is variable in any way, because it will mess up the translation feature.

public static void Show(System.Object sender,string text){
MessageBox.Show(Lan.g(sender.GetType().Name,text));
}

///

This is a more efficient version of the MS MessageBox. It also automates the language translation. Will show okCancel regardless if you set it to true or false, so always use true.

public static bool Show(System.Object sender,bool okCancel,string question){

if(MessageBox.Show(Lan.g(sender.GetType().Name,question),"",MessageBoxButtons.OKCancel)
==DialogResult.OK)
{
return true;
}
else{
return false;
}

}

}
}

Red as Blood..Black as Night

I'm soooo mad, freaking mad since last week. What the hell with that stupid boss. I got an sms asking me to give my IC NO asap, at 7.40 pm. Without explaining why he need it. What kind of stupid person would give out personal information like that to a stranger?. If it related to work, then explain it so!!!. Damn that freak not even a bit professional.Seriously i would rather ignore it since the way he asked for it. I'm not his daughter, or sister or his maid where he can order around. I would start respect him as a human when he start treat me as so!!!!!. A few things happen..a lot actually which make me feel better if i had nothing to do with him. Seriously need new work environment.

And at work, i've been staring at same codes for the past 2 years!!! God..this is so frustrating. The same thing over and over again. It never complete. Would help much if we have a bit experience and bla bla bla. My teammate always told me so..but hell doing same thing for 2 years??!!!!!!. So fed up with this thing around my life.


p/s : looking for a new job but not many need .Net developer which around KL, i will have to move to PJ if i want the job..>.<.

~~~dREaM~~~

I woke up on middle of night coz some dream that i had. In my dream i have chance to go visit Korea and the friend there bring me over to the place where they film "Winter Sonata", my mom's favorite drama series. And i called my mom only to hear that my family getting killed over the end. It somehow, make me realize the feeling of people in Palestine. Living everyday with the fear of love ones being killed. War is nothing but misery, a poison which turn human into beast.

We are just a bunch of people who like to play games and hang out together. That who we are.Since i start back on play games last year, i meet so many kind of people. The best thing about this virtual world is people will show their true faces, because no on can judge them when they are online. Life is so unpredictable, i hurt people when i do ask them to do something and abandon them. And yet, what i really want is just some enjoyment. Space where i can forget a bit about pressure in real life. And once the game start to give pressure too, i should not continue on it.
I know that friendship over internet not so strong as real one, but sometimes i just feel better to tell someone i know i would never meet about my problems then my real life friends. And trust me, backstabbing,dishonest all this still can be find over virtual world. But Hey..we are human, of course we full of flaws.

Interview question

well, this a bit guide for the candidate who looking for jobs in c# or c++ out there.this question is what i get from my interviews, so hope this can help u a little bit^^.

1. Give the differences between Private, Protected and public

a: Protected : is available to any sub-class (a class inheriting this class).
Public :this is lowest restricted modifier, publicly declared object can be usable at any place in the application even in different package
Private :that is highly restricted modifier , this object are not usable outside of that class

2. Describe more of "Protected Internal"
It is available to classes that are within the same assembly and derived from the specified base
class.

Another Day of My Life

Well, tak banyak yang boleh ditulis ari nih, hahahaha. life cam biasa, tak de colour. Hidup sekarang macam dalam tv black and white, keje balik umah,keje balik. Hahahaa.. A ada tanya, apa lagi yang aku mahu dalam hidup nih, honestly aku sendiri poon tak tahu.Yang penting sekarang nak baiki ibadah agar lebih berkualiti, Ya allah, betapa aku makin jauh dari-Mu.

~~~SuSaHnye..mengawal diri~~~~~

Hari ini aku buat something yang aku menyesal, malas sebenarnya nak pikir. tapi aku memang patut belajar macam mana nak control temper aku nih. Ermm..hidup aku dua tiga menjak nih involved ngan game dan keje sahaja. Aku rindukan umah, tapi nak balik sekarang susahnya...ya Allah kuatkanlah hambaMu ini.

~ErTi SeBeNaR ReAlITi~

errm...aku nak bercerita tentang rupa...dan layanan orang terhadap kita. Aku ni bukan tergolong dalam orang yang ada rupa, walaupun x hodoh sangat, tapi kalau dibandingkan dengan kawan2 aku, aku paling tak lawa. Perumpaan yang boleh dibuat ialah rama-rama dengan cacing tanah. Rama-rama cantik dan sentiasa dikejar walaupun warna pada sayapnya asal daripada najisnya. Manakala cacing tanah walaupun banyak memberi manfaat pada tanah, menyuburkan tanah , ia tetap dipandang keji. Apa yang aku alami sehari-hari kat pejabat memang menekan jiwa. Kawan yang lagi lawa sentiasa diberi pertolongan, diberi perhatian.Sedangkan orang seperti aku ni, tak kan dipedulikan walaupun memohon pertolongan. Resam dunia, memang pahit.Aku jadi jauh lebih matang berbanding usia, kerana hidup ini mengajar aku, aku tak akan dapat pertolongan seperti orang lain, mempergunakan kelebihan mereka untuk mendapat apa yang mereka nak. Cara yang perlu aku lakukan ilah mengikut jalan jauh. Berusaha untuk mendapatkan semua dengan tangan aku sendiri. ya Allah, kuatkan hati ini.

+#Hari InI dAn SeMaLam#+

hahaha...setelah sekian lama aku tinggalkan blog nih..waaah..sorry marini, x rajin+ x de idea apa nak tulis. Ermmm....topik yang aku nak tulis ari ni ialah...belajar menghargai pengalaman yang lepas. Masa aku umur 11 tahun dulu, aku ada sorang kawan baik, baik sangat ngan aku...penah makan sepinggan, tidur sebantal, kitorang deskmate dari darjah 3 sampai darjah 5, tapi something jadik masa aku darjah 5..yang buatkan aku marah sangat ngan dia dan aku berusaha keras lupakan dia. Padam terus dia dari diari aku, tak nak ingat muka dia, semua benda yang berkaitan ngan dia aku buang...teruk sangat aku rasa masa tuh..tapi bila usia dah berinjak dewasa nih, aku sedar betapa berharganya memori yang aku kongsi ngan dia. Biar apa pun yang dia buat kat aku, sepatutnya aku x lupakan, dia pernah jadi kawan aku yang terbaik.

Tanpa hari semalam aku x kan jadi aku yang hari ini. Apa yang aku belajar ialah kita kena hargai setiap detik dalam hidup kita. Binalah sebanyak memori dan simpan semua. Jadi pada suatu hari nanti, ada yang boleh kita kenangkan di hari tua. Insyaallah jika panjang umur.

Bagi aku, setiap benda di sekeliling kita akan jadi sesuatu yang menggembirakan, meyedihkan dan mengujakan jika kita perhatikan. Melihat dengan mata hati. Erm aku jika tak kerana kawan -kawan sekarang mungkin dah jadi 'ICE QUEEN', x de perasaan, x peduli perasaan sendiri dan orang lain.

Jika satu hari seseorang buat kita marah, sedih, menyampah, jangan benci orang tu...mereka sebenarnya menambah warna dalam hidup kita...bukankah kita akan lebih cepat mengingati jika kita disakiti?...Ini adalah memori kita..hargainya..

Aku tak akan berdiri di sini pada hari ini jika tak kerana orang-orang yang menyakiti..bukankah islam itu berkembang kerana penindasan?..Apa yang penting ialah, kita harus jadi makin kuat, bukan semakin lemah kerana dugaan. Percayalah..sesuatu yang baik akan berlaku kepada orang yang sabar...hahahha..nasihat untuk diri sendiri dan sesapa yang baca blog ni...

Wrong Road

hi..this is my first time create a blog, so still have long way to go. I'm 23 year and what i would like to write in this post is about wrong decision. I am person that always make wrong turn and i guess sometimes it good for you, but if it bring you to a bad situation so you have to do something on your 'art of decision making'.

Before i go long, i'll tell a short story of who i am. I am a seventh from eight, being a last daughter of family do have some advantage, i have 3 brothers and 3 sisters and a younger brother.But living in big family teach me a lesson, you have to fight for whatever you want. My primary school is 2km from my house, and i walk every morning to go to school, this time is the best time in my life, eventhough my family is not rich, money is not mean so much for us. We have small garden for vegetable supply and fish or chicken is not so pricely.

Later i was accepted into boarding school, (since i was from poor family). And here again i think i learned a lot new thing. my friends once told me that i am serious person and first time they meet me, it was so hard to start talk to me, coz i look so fierce. emm..i guess this is right. And again i learned how is the look can influence people life.To be honest, human like to see beautiful thing, and being ugly is not helpfull at all. On forth year, i choose to join technical science class, mean not taking biology but engineering course. So this is start of my dilema. I 'm not sure if this is right decision or not. But my SPM('o' level on europe), is flying colors. so i guess it is not a big deal.

Later on i take pre-u course for 1 year, at Penang matriculation college, first time ever i go out from my hometown. And for start, i don't like it so much. I get nice roomates, but i had trouble to get close to them due to a few thing. Such as, they are too ignorant and making so much noise that i can't sleep or study in my room.

And futher, i accepted into national university of malaysia, taking industrial computing course.emmm..My university years is quite good, i join Reserve Army and most of semester break i don't go home because have some training. Being far away from home is not so big deal, but when thing is getting too much, i have to go back home, place where i can release all the pressure. Here again, i'm not sure either it is right decision or not. Get into IT is one of my dream, but my major is not into Computer Science, most of the subject is math and statistic. We rarely do coding unless some basic SQL query, basic JAVA( i think it not helping me understand JAVA at all) and C.

Later on i hold a jobless status for 5 month and again i join an ACCP, are some profesional certified from India where they teach a bunch of languages such as .Net, JAVA,XML and so on within 5 and half month. i've learned a lot there but still i have to study much more.And study at cosmopoint show me how a bad management can affact an organization. And how internal politic can bring down a company if it not been control. Again, here is my dilema, is it right decision to join this?.

currently i'm doing my practical training to finish this course, and in the meantime, i got 2 job offer and have to turn its down because i have agreement to finish this course no matter what or i have to find compensation of 20k.well..here is my biggest dilema..should i hate myself for turning down the offers?