hi..this is my first time create a blog, so still have long way to go. I'm 23 year and what i would like to write in this post is about wrong decision. I am person that always make wrong turn and i guess sometimes it good for you, but if it bring you to a bad situation so you have to do something on your 'art of decision making'.
Before i go long, i'll tell a short story of who i am. I am a seventh from eight, being a last daughter of family do have some advantage, i have 3 brothers and 3 sisters and a younger brother.But living in big family teach me a lesson, you have to fight for whatever you want. My primary school is 2km from my house, and i walk every morning to go to school, this time is the best time in my life, eventhough my family is not rich, money is not mean so much for us. We have small garden for vegetable supply and fish or chicken is not so pricely.
Later i was accepted into boarding school, (since i was from poor family). And here again i think i learned a lot new thing. my friends once told me that i am serious person and first time they meet me, it was so hard to start talk to me, coz i look so fierce. emm..i guess this is right. And again i learned how is the look can influence people life.To be honest, human like to see beautiful thing, and being ugly is not helpfull at all. On forth year, i choose to join technical science class, mean not taking biology but engineering course. So this is start of my dilema. I 'm not sure if this is right decision or not. But my SPM('o' level on europe), is flying colors. so i guess it is not a big deal.
Later on i take pre-u course for 1 year, at Penang matriculation college, first time ever i go out from my hometown. And for start, i don't like it so much. I get nice roomates, but i had trouble to get close to them due to a few thing. Such as, they are too ignorant and making so much noise that i can't sleep or study in my room.
And futher, i accepted into national university of malaysia, taking industrial computing course.emmm..My university years is quite good, i join Reserve Army and most of semester break i don't go home because have some training. Being far away from home is not so big deal, but when thing is getting too much, i have to go back home, place where i can release all the pressure. Here again, i'm not sure either it is right decision or not. Get into IT is one of my dream, but my major is not into Computer Science, most of the subject is math and statistic. We rarely do coding unless some basic SQL query, basic JAVA( i think it not helping me understand JAVA at all) and C.
Later on i hold a jobless status for 5 month and again i join an ACCP, are some profesional certified from India where they teach a bunch of languages such as .Net, JAVA,XML and so on within 5 and half month. i've learned a lot there but still i have to study much more.And study at cosmopoint show me how a bad management can affact an organization. And how internal politic can bring down a company if it not been control. Again, here is my dilema, is it right decision to join this?.
currently i'm doing my practical training to finish this course, and in the meantime, i got 2 job offer and have to turn its down because i have agreement to finish this course no matter what or i have to find compensation of 20k.well..here is my biggest dilema..should i hate myself for turning down the offers?
